The Wisdom Teeth Drama
Topic: Me!
Yes, I made it through. . .by the skin of my teeth literally. Wanna hear the story? Like you don't have better things to do, but here it goes.
After the pill popping, I turned the computer off and headed to bed. I sat there talking to Bubba and thinking to myself the entire time, "This valium sucks. It's not doing a thing!!" What I had failed to realize is that I was talking nonsense on the outside, but making total sense on the inside. For example: One of the last things said to Chris was, "Don't forget to brush your teeth." WHAT??? HUH??? It made no sense to him considering we were talking about his truck.
I wake the next morning to a quiet house. I was the first awake. I took my 4 antibiotics like a good girl and started poking Bubba in the shoulder. Then I said, "I sure hope mom doesn't decide to come over early and set the alarm off." He asked me how I was feeling yada yada yada and then WOOWOOWOOWOOWOOWOOWOO the alarm goes off because mi madre CAME OVER EARLY!! Cale flips out and Pru sleeps through it and mom feels like an idiot and dad calls right as she does it and she jumps down his throat *sigh* That loud WOO'ing should have been my signal for what was to come, but did I listen? Nope. We get dressed and get around and head to the office.
As we check in, the receptionist said, "Who are you here to see???" I said, "Dr. D." She looks at me and says, "You're actually scheduled for Dr. C. There must have been a mix up." That's when I absolutely break down. I had explained all my fears/anxieties/situations to Dr. D and he "got" what was going on, but I knew, and I also told her and Bubba, that if I left that office I was NOT coming back. So Chris herded me over to a chair to try and ease my fear.
They immediately called me and the doctor came in. He said he'd heard about the mix-up and didn't want to continue the surgery if we weren't comfortable. I honestly couldn't speak. I was beside myself. I'm sure you've never seen a 27 year old blubbering woman shaking so bad that she can't sit still. Yeah. . .it was that pitiful. Chris talked to him and we decided to go ahead and proceed. He kissed me and left.
The nurse had me sit back and explained that they were going to give me nitrous to calm me down. I was rather excited because I needed calming. They waited. . . .and waited. . . and waited some more. I was still shaking and crying and shaking. So we waited. . .another nurse came over to evaluate the quality of my veins while we waited. Then Dr. C came over and said, "Did you take your valium Dr. D prescribed?" My answer, "Yes, last night like he told me to." He then replied, "You should have been given one to take before you came in this morning." YA THINK???? He then remarked to the nurse to wait some more. I was still shaking and I remember taking a nice deep breath with the nurse as she said, "Ok, you're going to feel a light poke right NOW." Yep. . .I felt it. . .then the next thing ya know I'm waking up crying.
The nurse told Chris that I woke up the way I went out, "slightly emotional" was her term. You could say that. I remember asking immediately if they'd taken all four and ONLY four and they said yes. Then the nurse started yelling at me, "PIPER. I need you to STAND UP HON! PIPER STAND UP!!" You've just woken me up from the deepest sleep ever and you expect my brain to get my limbs to work. Probably not. After getting me to recovery and quizzing Chris, they decided that I'd had my limit of pain meds due to the fact that I'm still nursing Pruitt. GREAT! I was already in pain and couldn't have a thing for it. They get me in a wheel chair and get me to the car. I vaguely remember that, but I got home in one piece and got settled with my blanket, chair and a pen and paper. I may have been in pain and/or drugged, but one thing that never left me was my sense of humor. I was apparently making jokes the minute I stopped crying. See. . .I'm cool on drugs ;)
Now, I was very very particular in following my post-op directions, however the next morning I felt a massive blood clot drop from the roof of my mouth. That was rewarded with an emergency trip back up to the office where I was told how HARD it was to get my teeth out. Not what I wanted to hear. Since my surgery on 6/21, I've been back to that office four times already. Each time I get to hear how hard it was to get two teeth out, that there was extra hard pulling and drilling, that I'd be swollen for awhile, that I'm a slow healer and that I'm a trooper for hanging in there. I did have bruising. . .looked like I'd been smacked in the jaw with a bat. And to this day, at almost 2 weeks later, I am still swollen and not eating regularly. Do you know what I'd give for some Mexican food?????? I have lost some weight, but still, I do not like my right to eat being taken from me. I also still have this unique, what we call, Holly Hunter'esque lisp when I speak. I can't yell - a fact that thrilled Chris & Cale, but the eating still is my main desire.
See what I mean? I seriously made it through by the skin of my teeth. Will I ever feel normal? I feel like it won't come soon enough, but I sure don't want to rush it. If the laundry could do itself, the house could stay clean and the boys could take care of themselves, I'd be fine with being down this long. But unfortunately, my title of "Mom" doesn't come with sick time off. The world goes on and I must be the one to do the work.
Until next time friends. . .I transcribe "Ode To My Birthday." Stay tuned for that piece of work.
Posted by piperdanaiok
at 10:58 PM CDT
Updated: Monday, 3 July 2006 11:23 PM CDT